It’s Wednesday 8th December, and I get my feelings mixed up.
I was hoping to get my college certificate today, but then the person in charge was in meeting and yeaah I’m not the one with the power here. Oops, and I guess I have made my blog as my diary. You see, the world keep spinning and everyone seems doing their life forwardly and me?
1. I quit my job
2. I got a new job (not temporary)
3. I hope I can go to a vacation which will not gonna happen
Yeah so far I’m enjoying my life. But then today, I got crushed, jealous, and well not cheated but I got mad. I was a fool. I got stupid, too much faith and tell myself that the way I chose is right, and turns out everything is wrong. I made a wrong decision, wrong move, all I can do is complain. All I need now is my girlies, and friends to evaporate all what’s left, all the feeling I have and get me back on my horse, stopping me from stupid decisions I’m gonna make, and many wishlist I will make after new year.
I’m not going back, I will stay and do what I wanted to do.