As we live, I do aware there’ll be much much much mistakes that i might gonna make, which I did. Like what I didi this night, since I got nothing to do, so I did a lil searching which ended up with me regretting why I did search for that person and saw things I should NOT see. Hmm. Why am I whining again?
Well anyhoo, I actually got more greater dilemma. As I posted on my previous web, I do work now since november 2009. It was good until now, where now I ends up living (working) in this small remote city in Lampung. Never crossed in mu mind that I would go even live in the city which I know exist because I HAVE to work here. So far the people r nice, and I have a great dorm dude who has a car (unfortunately I can’t borrow it) and nice house owner. My life are turning upside down. And I almost can’t stand it. I did say almost well I survived, for now. But tomorrow, a month from now, I don’t know. I think I’m gonna run. Yep that’s what I do, run.
And for the little small problem I have. I regret it very much. I have this things on my mind as soon as I read the note. Sorry for the trespassing I did, and for the disbelieve I have (now) for the uncertain I have for you. Yes you there yep that dude right over there. I shouldn’t be pushy and curious, and giving hopes and assureness (is that a word?). And after I read that special note which for you, not for me, it gives me tummyache and regret and more regret to come.
Hail to the mistakes to come!!!!
