gue baru nonton twilight tadi ber 13!!! hahaa angka yg agak fantastis ya.. filmnya sangat menyentuh daan yaa cewe bgt si. it’s actually kinda cheesy and more likely a “korean so sweet” movies. but overall i liked it.
but the main thing i wanna write is lesson learned i hv after i watched the movie. well there’s an event which will be held the next day. And to be honest i’m not going to come. besides of there’s a quiz at saturday and stuff to be worried about rather than doing this activity. what i get is don’t be a selfisy snobberheaded person if you don’t relly know what world is. you should listen to the people who more knowledgable and give them your respect. not only to the people you need but all of people. because maybe someday they will help you and you gonna need that help.
I’ve been invited recently by my friend the birdie who tells me this game which in the post i should describe about myself in 10 things..
1. I’m a green tea frappucino holic which I really love the frap and evrytime i go to Starbucks i always order it. even i seldom order in Venti
2. I’m a tv series freak whether i watched it by buffering it from some channel online or by downloading it. But i’m a freak tv show. I hardly lie without ‘em.
3. I’m a dog lover and my dreams of a perfect home to live on (if i have my own house) is at least i can have two dogs in my house.
4. I hate pepper and chilli and paprika.
5. I like zombies better than ghosts movie
6. I currently watched HBO signature at 11.59 pm
7. bener2 gaptek and really don’t care what I look when it’s on college days
8. Live in Cisitu Indah
9. Dream to be a successful and independent woman. (I will achieve it)
10. Sangat sering menonton film2 so sweet dan mendapati sebelahnya cowo2. jadi di saat pengen nangis2an gengsi dooong yaudah dehh jadi ktawa2. heheeh
when we go to a shopping mall or else the service at least have to be equal to all customer. but the feeling that i felt now is 180 degrees different. I am the customer which doesn’t served. well actually in a different situation. Inequality is definitely what i felt now. I have to taking all the dump while others have fun and relish the moment?? i don’t think so.
so here I am with a new me, i kinda reminded by ne-yo song miss independent where i think now i’m prepared to be independent, having all my problems with my own. i can stand on myself and i can responsible to all of my act. don’t need to worries becaue it is not ur job to felt sorry. I hv been on my own for years and i can be alright without ur wings and help. now it’s ime to get serious.
I will show u that with inequality of affection can turn a girl into a woman.
waktu lagi suka ma seseorang atau lagi dideketin seseorang, sebagai seorang cewe gue juga g bakal mengingkari kalo sering banget kita dibikin terpukau dan terlena sama mereka2 ini. hahah kaya banyak pengalaman aja gue. ini dia yang membahayakan. seperti hari ini. di saat orang2 lagi pada party2 sampe ntn bareng election barack obama, fyi: dilakukan di sekolahnya yg lama (aduuuuh gue bingung knp tv heboh bgt dengan masalah “Barry pernah tinggal disini dan dia tidak suka rambutnya dipegang”) which bapak tiri fyi: TIRI=STEP FATHER=NO BLOOD RELATION. yaaaa quite impressive to hear that he’d live in Indonesia, tapiiii emang university nya g lebih bangga udah bisa ngejebolin presiden??
anyway sebenrnya gue gmau ngomongin election, tapi ukuran. iya standar apa yang bisa lo sadari bahwa seseorang tepat buat lo. misalnya ni y ada cewe namanya B dideketin sama cowo awalnya baiiik banget tapi ko lama2 ni cowo jadi main kasar? jadi marah2, abusive dll, nah itu dia yg paling ditakutin. gue pribadi akan sangat merasa terganggu kalo cowo gue mulai annoying. dimana sekarang kayanya doi lagi marah2. heheehheeh.
*semoga dia baca juga
ketakutan erbesar gue adalah kalo dia udah ngomong kasar dan bersikap kasar juga. untungny belom bersikap kasar sii.. tetep aja kalo dia udah ngomong kasar akan sangat melukai perasaan bukan? sori bgt gue g bisa ngelanjutin tapi intinya kalo ada orang whether dia cuma temen, apalagi pacar udah ngomong kasar ma lo, u better consider and u want to stay away from he/she.
Here it goes..
today, rite now, at 11.20 PM, i feel really sad.. i do.. it is not because that i realized how important corporate finace is and realizing that I cannot work on my exam, but it because I just knew that Barry White was died. and on 2003!!!
well i’m not a person that becoma fanatics in one artist, but i dunno listening to his music was kinda relazing to me and i love all of his songs. In case you didnt know, Barry white’s song were using in some of advertising in Indonesia, like for the cleaning something that showing the relation of father and daughter i guess. ooooh and his songs were soundtracks evrywhere. His songs that quite famous are “can’t get enough of your love”, “my first, my last, my everything”, and etc and i have to tell you all of his songs are great and sooo romantic that an melt your heart away. (okay maybe i’m too over with this description of the songs) but what can I say, i’m too shock to knowing this.
But then this night where i’m supposed to learn on my soo important mid exam Decision making, i feel saaaaaaaaadddddd.. He died when he was 58, which I though that he was this old guy and like living in the 70’s and not living in 2000.
He was the king of soul, disco and funk musics on 70’s and he was young!!!! he done it with pavarotti, he got a concert with them.. he actually not that handsome or good looking but and he kinda old for idolized for teenagers and young generations nowadays, but he have the charismatic voice that unique and romantic songs to be heard.
what i’m trying to say here i feeling lost. and I really shocked that the world has just lost one of the biggest musician with a cool bass voice
rest in peace barry white, i will always listening to your songs and I will tell my children to listening to your songs too..
o my goood i’m putting myself into doom.. u know when u have this vacation and u hv nothing to do?
then, this is what happening to me..I’m wastin my time in front of tv and my dvd player off course with my dvd collection of tv series and let m’self drool into it.
the problem is all of the series that i’m watching is a super touching yet beautiful story and addictive.. the list that makes me cannot get my eyes off from tv adn my dvd, and my laptop coz i’m soooo desperate to finds out the next episode until i hv to watch it on utube. I really do need some activities.hahaha.
don’t let this happened to u all girls and boys!!! and don’t tell my mom.. 
I hate the feelings of myself rite now. tapipernah g si berasa kalo misalnya ngerjain tugas atau kewajiban bersama yang selama ini lo lakukan alah jadinya pekerjaan individual lo. nah andaikan gue boleh memilih untuk mengerjakan tugas yg sekarang ada gue mendingan dikasi buat individual. at least it has my sweat and effort in it.
gue bingung ma orang-orang yang hidupnya sangat santai dalam mengerjakan tugas apapun itu. walaupun gue akui gue juga santai tapi maksudnya oran2 yang santai di awal dengan tidak terllu merasakan bahwa ini juga tanggung jawab mereka dan ya udah gitu dia g ngerjain aja..
nah masalahnya sekarang sebelom2nya kalo gue ngerjain tugas kelompok niiii orang2nya gue akui sangat willing (walaupun benci setengh gila sama tugas itu) tapi mau gimana lagi pasti ngerjain.. skarang dooong y ampuuun astaga Astagfirullah… masalahnya adalah gue orangnya gak terlalu individualis juga tapi kalo gue merasa bahwa 1 tugas, dibagi 3, berarti proporsi semua itu jadii 33.33% jadi tanggung jawab dimana tiap orang punya kewajiban 33.33%.. gak gue jadi 60% atau sebaliknya..
I’ve done my part. sekarang tinggal 66.66% yang gue minta pertanggungjawabannya haruskah gue yang ngejar lo semua??knapa harus gue? sekarang gue jadi males.. gue juga kalo kaya gini mendingan gue ambil semua 100% walaupun berat tapi at least kerjaan gue kelar. janjian pagi ampe jam 12. mana?? gue gbs ni kalo kaya gini. gak tahan bgt ni ma orang2 kaya gini.
tolong y orang2 yang jarang masuk dan bagian dari kelompok tapi ngerjain tugas aja kaya harus nguber ayam, sadar dooong udha taun ketiga.. gue tau lo g suka kuliah, gue tau kerjaan lo banyak, gue tau lo males atau terlalu santai, tapi ada nasib orang lain, nilai yang menurut lo mungkin g berarti tapi bagi beberapa orang termasuk gue, nilai sekecil apapun gue mau kerjain sebaik2nya..
TOLONG SADAAAARRRR!!!
I am walking on the rail road, sang one of my favorite childhood song. haha. anyway I’m thinking about whole my life now . i’ve been a good child for my parents, be a quite good sister for my sis and brother but i guessed not good enough. be a caring guardian for my dog whenever i got home, and i dunno i guess i already done a lot of trying becoming a better person. but i do not want to be just an ordinary. i guess i did too easy with my life.
then again i think about my life just like a relationship. do i really satisfied with my life now? the answer is nooo!!! i havent done lots of things. things that i could doo, things i could say, things i could face and try to understand.
while i’m complaining about my whole life now, i sitting down in front if my tv nd watch mtv and typing word on my wordpress. so this is me thinking unsatisfied. although i’m really grateful that i’ve been giving a perfect family and friends.
hmm… kerasa benerrr deh kalo lo emang pengen sesuatu.. sama kaya misalnya waktu lo ngliat baju dan baju itu emang keren bgt uuuhh berasa d pengennya.. tapi lo tau pasti g bakal dapet.. iyalaahh masa mau nyamain.. jadijadiii masalahnya adalah jangan mengharapkan terlalu tinggi.. sama kaya misalnya lagi ngegebet cowo.. jangan mengaharapkan cowo itu terlalu tinggi, nanti jatuhnya sakit.. hehehe ini kata2 temen gue waktu sma..yahud yak sampe sekarang gue masi inget..
yaaa sebenernya yg t erjadi ma gue bukan masalah cowo siii tapi adalah satu hal dan yg lain..di antaranya alasangue pulang minggu ini ke jakarta..hm..yaasudahlahh apa mau dikata..yang membuat keputusan bukan saya
Usually when i get a vacation, i will be celebrating it with joy and gladness that i do not have to come to class at that day. But when i on that day I was bored and then I wished that I have class on that day, well at least I can get to meet people that i know rather than go to the mall or other places alone. Although sometimes I do it also. then my wish came true. FAST. The class I taking was moved which causing I don’t have day off except on Saturday or Sunday.
But then this day i got “that day”. The day where I can be lazy and enjoying myself (although I have class to attend). This day today really fulfilling. I can satisfy my brain with watching Private Practice my own (I LOVE ADDISON) then I can finished my things to be done, also I can fasting with no problem and can finish it with having dinner with my sister where we laugh all the dinner.
Where all of the sudden this enjoyment will be over when the Beagle Boys come over. But well i liked the much because they brought tributary for us. hahahahaha
well anyway this is pretty much a day when i have my day..
what about ur day?
